Aishiteru - Monkey Majik

doushite itsu kara nagai yume demo mite iru youna
owari no hajimari na no

kurakute fukakute
kanashimi ni michita
sekai no hate ni mayoi konda no
shiawase sugita no
anata no hoshita kioku subete ga
watashi kore kara hotsureta kokoro
ai de tsumuide
itsumade

oh aishiteru no
kotoba no imi wo oshiete kureta
anata sono mama hitomi no oku ni egao nokoshite
towa ni shizuka ni

naze na no ano toki honno wazuka sure chigai
ano hi ni modorenai no?
tsurakute kurushikute
todoku koto no nai kanashimi
donna ni setsu nai no

oh aishiteru no
kotoba no imi wo oshiete kureta
anata sono mama hitomi no oku ni egao nokoshite
towa ni yasashiku

'cause i don't have a clue what to say
thinkin about the world and how i changed
mukai au koto de
maru de toki au you ni
ooh who am i? it almost got to me
yagate hitotsu ni naru no

dakara zutto hashirenai yo
shinjita hibi wo konna ni tooku ga meguri meguttemo
yagate itsuka nagai me kara
aishiteru

Oh i wish that i was strong
yeah i wish that i was strong
you got it
you got it
dont lose it
oh the walls are caving in
ill try to keep it strong
cause the world is moving on


English translation

When it's a longtime dream
why is it like looking at
the beginning of the end?

Lost at the end of a world
filled with a deep, dark
sadness

All of my faded happiest
memories of you will
from this point on
forever knit up my
unraveled heart with love

You taught me the meaning
of the words "I love you"
Your smiling face will stay
in my eyes quietly, forever

Why were there too few
chance encounters then?
We can't go back to
those days
A harsh and difficult
sadness that I can't reach
no matter how painful

Oh you taught me the meaning
of the words "I love you"
Your smiling face will stay
in my eyes tenderly, forever

Cause I don't have a clue
what to say
thinking about the world
and how I changed
By facing each other, it's
like I figured it out
Oh who am I? It won't stop me
eventually we'll become one

Therefore I definitely
can't run away
Even though the days I
believed go by so far
Someday, eventually, after
longer experience
I will love you

Oh I wish that I was strong
yah I wish that I was strong
you got it, you got it
don't lose it
If the walls are caving in
I'll try to keep it strong
'cause the world is moving on

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I'm not perfect

Hei bloggers :D

Lama juga ga nulis di blogspot.
Lagi mikir buat cerpen, apa cerbung, apa novel singkat gue juga gatau lah.
Yang jelas ge masih butuh penilaian, jadi visit www.hymnhime.multiply.com aja ya :D



Gue pernah baca di novel,
"Jangan pernah berubah karena orang lain, tapi harus karena diri kita sendiri."

Gue rasa kata kata ini mengena banget.

Ada beberapa hal, apalgi dalam love life.
Kadang, pacar kita ataupun siapa pun, kalo sudah mengetahui sifat jelek kita, pasti nyuruh berubah.


"Lo ubah deh sikap lo yang kayak gitu."

pasti orang orang pada ngomong gitu kan?

Well, we're humans, nobody's perfect.
Ga ada yang sempurna.

Menurut gue, ketika orang tersebut nyuruh kita berubah, kita terima aja.
Toh, nanti diserahin ke kita juga, mau berubah apa ga.
Tergantung situasi, kondisi juga.
Apakah kita emang pantas berubah karena alesan yang dikasih orang tadi benar apa salah.
Kita ga akan pernah tau.


Well.
Buat someone special :)

Maaf, kalo emang aku kayak gini.
Maaf kalo aku emang ga bisa dewasa dalam hal hal tertentu, tapi itu semata-mata untuk mencari perhatian kamu.
Selama tenggang waktu yang lalu itu, aku merasa kehilangan.
Apalagi, ditambah dengan kedekatan kamu dengan yang lain, itu membuatku jauh lebih kehilangan.

Maaf, kalo memang kesannya aku itu pencemburu.
Tapi, setelah beberapa waktu kita lalui bersama itu, entah kenapa rasa itu seperti tidak mau pergi lagi.
Aku terlalu takut untuk melepas mu.
Ya, mungkin aku dulu memang terkesan cuek.
tapi itu dulu
entah ada apa dengan yang sekarang
Aku sendiri saja bingung.

Maaf kalau memang kesannya aku posesif.
Aku cuman ingin menjaga perasaan yang sekarang, walaupun caranya salah.

From the bottom of my heart.

Sincerely,

Putri :)

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